let me see..

my friend recently emailed me about her dream. to be honest at first i was reluctant to read (hehehe..peace:p)... i thought it'll will a normal dream with indistinct message. as i read and read, it was a powerful dream. One that has a powerful message.

Then I move my head to my left side slowly

where the window placed which is 5 feet away from me,
thinking and expecting it might be a ghost and see with

my two eyes a blurry shadow man

(because of the spot on the window)

descending from the sky almost touch the ground

for a minute with barbed wire as the crown on his head

and wound still bleeding in all over his body with fabric,

clothing only the down part of his body and

immediately I know that it was Jesus

and the whole of my body, including my hand and feet

lay down straight with face on the ground,

not able to face Him because I know,

I very know on the spot and on that very moment

that He is WORTHY and I am unworthy

and on that very moment also I told myself

how can I not known, how can I not feel,

how can I not AWARE of how WORTHY He is

when I was in the real world, when I was living my daily life,

or when I was sinning and wound Him

for all my transgression and lawless deed???

This happen less than a minute then He ascending again

to the sky above and wasn't able to see Him anymore

because of the limitation size of the window.

Then I wake up. It was a dream.

i know it's more than a dream.

matthew 5, blessed are those who have a pure heart for they will see God.

and she continued...

I can't help but feel restless and cried for awhile.

Because His worthiness I can still feel and

experience even after I wake up.

Isaiah and Peter felt the same thing. when they saw who God is, His glory and the true reality of Christ they fall face down and isaiah cried out

Isaiah 6:5

"Woe to me!" I cried. "I am ruined! For I am a man of unclean lips, and I live among a people of unclean lips, and my eyes have seen the King, the LORD Almighty."

whenever i see Christ i saw what a great sinner i am, a sinner condemed, unclean.

my weaknesses reflect God's glory in my life.

God is soo beautiful.