it really hurts...

an old lady wrote that when you cry, dont cry alone.
cry with others it can heal.. it's really heartbreaking when i
see her now embracing other faith. we all do have free will,
i know that...i dont know what to write here.. all the why's
is running thru my head now...is this all their fault?
life is unfair, maybe human just like to be stupid.
we all know there is a GOD, she heard the truth before.
and yet she turned her back from GOD...what makes her
to take this decision? hurts? past experience?guilt?
i remember as pastor sam prayed this prayer
"Lord, we are helpless...many times we see
them turn their back on you...we are helpless.."
as he offer this prayer he cried.... so do i.
i understand, he felt the heart of GOD, the heart beat
of GOD is souls, He desire that no man should perish...