let me see...

i have so many things to post here.my mind is running wild, my thoughts moving fast..
but i will start with this..
the reason im doing this is to share God's love
(ok maybe you're thinking..not again!)...hehhehe..
YES..the unfathomable, immeasureable,
immense LOVE of God..
last 2years while surfing the internet i bump in with this blog..
a girl from indonesia..
she wrote how life cruelty broke her to pieces but then,
this touched me..
one night,alone in her dark room praying,
she felt God's presence in her room,

there the Lord spoke to her,

breathe in her the breath of Life,

restored and healed her..

i thought to myself...How real our God is!
i believe hundred and thousands people witnessed and
experienced God's love & grace and its time for us
to tell the world about HIM...and im one of those thousands,
millions, billions, trillions lives that God has touched..
hehehe..i started to write in my journal since i was 14years old..
its been 6years now..and this year,
it is my desire to share my life journey to others..
somehow she inspired me to get out from my 'comfort zone' and blessed others...

for those of you who reached this PART..hehehe..muchos gracias for taking time to read...
so feel free to leave any comment..would love to hear from YOU!..hehehehe

CHRISTIAN?

What are you living for?
What is the deep secret purpose?
That controls and

fashion your existence?
What do you eat and drink for?
What is the end of your marrying

and giving in marriage-
Your money making

and toilings and plannings?
Is it the salvation of souls,

the overthrow of the kingdom of evil,
And the setting up of the kingdom of God?
If not, you may be religious. . .
But I don’t see how you can be a Christian.

William & Catherine Booth

remain faithful...

A man once inscribe that somehow God love to play this games where we need to look and be looked after...

It’s a game where no one is a loser or a winner...
A game where you are fashioned for this...
HE identifies the need ...

a simple hope and a blissful longing that one day

somehow you will gather the other half of you...

Should I rise, leave the chamber and look for him?
Or should I take a seat and rest till he open the gate...

Unresolved enigma,
Few take pleasure in walking alone,
But the rest desire to be bond...
A game where love and laughter are guaranteed,
As well as tears and hurts await...

A beautiful soul once inscribe,
That “the first will be the last.”
Impossible ? definite ?
Uncertain...
Should I go, should I stay?

Heart and mind collides,
Logic creeps out, emotion clash.
But one thing I desire
Is to wait upon God,
Letting my whole being to be lost in God
That he must seek Him in order to find me.
So I choose to wait and remain... remain faithful.

una nueva vida, un nuevo día, un nuevo comienzo

I saw the cry of babies,
What a joy knowing that they’ve landed safe on earth
As I cuddle her, I whispered a prayer
That she’ll live life well
The smoothness of her skin and the innocent eyes
Melt me and move me to tears
Rejoicing in my master’s design
A new life, a new day, a new beginning...

I witness the happiness in her face,
What a joy knowing that she has finished her task as a student
As I hold her, I whispered a prayer
That she’ll continue to exist in this wicked world
The speech that she made and her determination
Melt me and move me to tears
Rejoicing in my Master’s faithfulness
A new life, a new day, a new beginning...

I heard the exhilaration in her voice
What a joy knowing that she’ll be a wife soon
As I hug her, I whispered a prayer
That she’ll be a virtuous wife
The laces in her gown and the passion in her eyes

Melt me and move me to tears
Rejoicing in my master’s plan
A new life, a new day, a new beginning

I felt the silhouette of death as I sit and wait
What a grieve when she left
As I embrace her, I whispered a prayer
That HIS will shall be done
The sacrifices that she made and her unconditional love
Breaks me to the core of my being
Thanking for my master’s sovereignty
As I tell my soul that all will be well
A new life, a new day, a new beginning has start..