happy birthday...

happy brithday mang, though you've gone for good just want you to know you're in my thoughts constantly...i miss you so much...love you...

much love,
your daughter

news...

i've made a new blog account last week and am ready to jump over the other side and wont be putting any update over here, thanks to those who follow..thanks:)..and im going to leave this one just like this:)...God bless:)

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i was reading the heartcry magazines and came to a story of a leper from amazon who preached the Gospel and brought many souls to Christ till the day he went to be with the Lord. Lord i want to read and memorize Your word as if im going to be blind soon like the simple man in amazon who was used by a Great God:)....

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"A relationship with JESUS is the one thing that make sense when nothing else do"
Spoken by a widow of a pastor who was shot to death

tadaaaa!!!

i just recieved another call and guess what?...i can smell another trouble is coming...hehehhe...seriously...it's coming...just wait and see...man, this whole situation becomes more and more complicated and funny...yes funny...we'll just wait and see....

His love endures forever....

This morning the Lord awaken me with this psalm 136...
the whole chapter...actually im not really enjoying every moment of my life this past few weeks, it's like a thorn in my flesh and this morning, early in the morning, yes early in the morning, where im not ready to start my day suddenly i recieved a very heart breaking news...God!!!!!!!!!! i need You.....in all these nonsense crazy weeks i always reminded myself this is a character building process...man, if you want GOd to build Your innerman you must be willing for God to break You first...my only comfort in this stressing moment of course the Holy Spirit and the Word of God... whenever i felt like i want to blow up ill quickly search for my Bible and read a portion of it...im not perfect, i make mistake everyday but guess what? His love endures forever for His people... i woke up this morning greeted by God thru psalm 136, i believe it's a love letter from God telling me that first of all He has done great and mighty things in the past and He will and can do the same in this generation to show his glory...i love how the psalmist wrote it...everytime they mentioned the power of God and His mighty acts then the people will echo "His love endures forever"....2nd thing is that i should exalt Him in this hour, that i should sing like the psalmist, to tell my heart and my mind that my God is YHWH, to recall His mighty deeds and sing about His glory, His attributes and so on...ppphhheeewwww!!!...ill praise You in this little storm O my God...

dear Lord...

Lord i need a break..these things make me nuts!...
remind your heart sheila

2 corinthians 12:9
and he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for My strenght is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will i rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

help me Lord not to sin against You in this crazy moments,
help me to look beyond...
Your grace will pull me through,
Your grace will pull me through....